Change

Things Change
I change
You change
Our perceptions change
and life goes on

I'm done with being amazed
like a puppy dog running after the new owner
I want to learn
and stop being jealous
by things I do not know of

I deflect certain answers
And open up with others
I almost cry when I talk about seeing my friend's heart crack
and smile and relate when talking about love

I do not miss the butterflies.... they have never left
I am becoming more mature
to spend more time with you
yet do not want to change myself just for that

You have changed me
I have changed
I am more open, more opinionated, more honest
I found a new boy
he is kind of like you
maybe now things won't fizzle
but he's almost too much like you
almost too reminding
that i reminisce
and wish to change yet again

Life goes on
I change
Maybe I changed for you
Maybe everything is different
Maybe I was wrong....

And yet I still throw myself to the wind