Still rehearsing. They call it training for when we actually start with the script. I'm training my heart to stay calm and not freak out. He never did anything. I just read too much into.... everything. Everything is going to be okay.
Breathe in, breathe out.
Stay calm.
Everything is okay
Breathe in, breathe out
You were tired
it was late
he just had to go help everyone...
you lie to yourself. over and over
so much that you almost believe it
just like you believed your fantasies
you're just another teenage actor
young and vying for his attention
but don't listen to me
lie to yourself
if it keeps you concentrated
breathe in, breathe out
Love love love your favorite listener,
Carly
I'm a patchwork on eccentricity and stupidity. I have deep moments, blonde moments, fun moments. I'm serious but have a party side. This blog is about me.. Poems I write, day to day things, and stuff popping up in my head. Hope you all enjoy. xo, Carly
Poetry&other awkward teenage moments
I post mostly normal teenage angst poems; unedited and horribly written. Sometimes I'll post a story about my day.It really is quite boring. It's not meant to be. Yet I don't have much to work off... but maybe someday I'll look back and laugh. So I can remember everything. Share some things. Work on others. and feel happiness. xo.
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